Black and White Strings

Mothers and strangers will never get along
Daughters and uncertainty will never mix like black and white strings in harmony
Maybe you'll never be able to tell yourself who signed your birth certificate
Maybe you don't even exist
Until you write down your existence
Black and White beauty shining through your smile
Afraid to have your adoption papers tattooed to your spine
Fearing a signature can substitute your umbilical chord
Haunted by the black and white lines that gave you your identity
A heaven sent foster, you lovely shadow
Lost your printed name, black and white silhouette i find my eyes searching for you
But my past left you married to a peninsula bus stop 6 feet under in the pages of your lives
Where your words fail to resuscitate your life
So you find solace living between the lines
Praying the outside world could never read in
But the loneliness leaves you drowning in deprivation
The pages abort you in abandonment
Your thoughts somehow manage to use your nervous system as a railroad rather than a red line
But you still find correlation to flat lines
The x-axis means nothing if you cant climb the Y
But i try not to question the heights because i never knew how high the horizontal line was
Until they found you 6 feet under your composition drowning in the concrete
I only wished i learned to swim
Maybe i could've saved you from the reality
That ran you down the street that night.

Only Two

[verse 1]:
I see you crying on the doorstep,
Feeling all alone.
Being blinded from whats right and wrong
I cant take it anymore..
Hold your hand right by the water,
Confess my love to you.
Youre all i want, all i need,
No one else would do..
Who am i without you?

[Chorus]:
Shoot.... me... doooowwwn,
But i wiill always stand tall by your side,
Swim..... and.... drooooowwwn,
But ill dive for you, risk my life.
If you only knew,
What id do for you,
Youd see the truth.
Love takes only two.

[Verse 2:]
Youll prove your love to me,
I'll prove it to you too
We'll be eternity,
When we say "I do".
Lay with me tonight,
Choose the brightest star
This moment feels so right,
Cause i am where you are.

[Chorus]:
Shoot.... me... doooowwwn,
But i wiill always stand tall by your side,
Swim..... and.... drooooowwwn,
But ill dive for you, risk my life.
If you only knew,
What id do for you,
Youd see the truth.
Love takes only two.

[hook]:
When you share your love with me
I feel something special,
But now the truth is clear,
I need you here, always..
Forever..

[Ending]:
Swim..... and.... drooooowwwn,
But ill dive for you, risk my life.
If you only knew,
What id do for you,
Youd see the truth.
Love takes only two.

That One Girl

How long so you sleep before you wake?
Do your dreams go further than reality?
I really want to know how long itll take,
For you to finally see the truth in me.
If you go away dont leave my heart alone,
Or i'll fall into the arms of the wrong woman.
That one girl has trouble being on her own,
But still has the strength to stand taller than anyone can.
Paradise is a dream that came true,
A dream that breathes is one that lives.
Paradise lives within me and you.
My paradise? That one girl is my paradise.

No Such Thing

Who are we to judge beauty?
We dont know enough about one another.
Who says fat is ugly and everyone should be skinny?
No such thing.
Forget what society says, forget who youre trying to look like.
Beauty is beauty itself.
You are not fat and you are not skinny.
There is no such thing.
Be yourself.
Dont look beautiful. Be beautiful.
Take off your make up. Show your pretty self.
Lets tell the world there is no such thing as ugly.

This World

The people around us today
Are blinded by this world we live in
We trust what does not live
Did you know
You have more trust in the chair you sit on
Than the person sitting next to you?
We don't question a chair
That would be foolish
But in the same time
We are fools for trusting inanimate objects
We're only completely trusted when we die
Otherwise, there would be mo confessions
This world is falling into depression
'Cause we are under the impression
That our intention
Is to mention that when our brain is in session
Our hearts are in a different dimension
'Cause we, yes, we made a world of lovemaking
But with no love
If only we can realize that where we stand
Is imaginary
And the shadow that forms beside us is reality
To form a shadow there must be a sun
But when the sun rises, we stand in the shade
To exclude from the reality that this world made.

Feelings Behind Words

How are you?

I bet you lied

The feelings we feel

Are hidden behind the words we say

You tell me you're fine

But your eyes say otherwise

Pain, depression, anger, and jealousy

All those feelings can be the truth

Behind a single word

I'd rather feel your painful truth

Than a selfish lie that will on hurt me after

But not just me, yourself too

Everything you keep inside

Goes deeper, deeper, and deeper

Until you weep onto the shoulder

Of the one you want to keep

And if by chance

That shoulder is mine

Don't tell me you're "fine"

I'd rather hear you cry

Than for you to show a fake smile

That kills you inside.

Will You Notice Me?

What does it take for you to notice me?

Change the type of clothes i wear

Or maybe the way i do my hair

When our eyes meet, i feel despair

'Cause that's a world that is never there

My heart is broken and you don't care

This world is too realistic, it isn't fair

Love is greedy, why can't you share

Your heart for just a single moment

My love can be the glass that holds your potion

You're the reason why my heart is still in motion

But when you look at them i taste defeat

You left me hungry when your love is all i eat

It's heard to see hope when you look down at your feet

But i won't back down, no i won't retreat

If failure be blind, let my eyes see

I will change my clothes, my hair, and my personality

Then, maybe then

You will notice me

But maybe is just a word

That we replace for uncertainty.

Love Never Fails

Love is love.

What more can i say?

Love is the desire to wake to her smile everyday

And miss her when shes away

To forget the problems that happened yesterday

And be the reason she smiles today

Why do we blame love for the problems we have?

Just because you're hurt, she doesn't need to be

Are you a man?

Look at where you stand

You either love her or you don't

You either lost her or you failed her

Love didn't fail

You did

Stop blaming love for everything

You'll regret your excuses

You love for today and not for tomorrow

Your path is full of pleasure, but the end is filled with sorrow

Love never fails

You chose this path yourself

Stop looking back you can't change your past

That is why we have the present

A gift for the future.

Door to a Broken Heart

What does it mean to love?
If your partner changes, do you stay the same?
Cause when he or she goes through pain
The mind, which controls you goes insane
But you stand still and still you remain
When your lover cries theres nothing but a stain
So insane its insanely knocking on your skull's membrane
Desiring to be intimate with your brain
Your love is the controller and your heart is the game
But you've run out of tokens, and when you try to keep playing
It's like knocking on a door that never opens
And on the other side you hear your partner choking
"Why, why cant i open this door?", you've spoken
When the door is already open
And your lover is watching you, hoping
If you've noticed.